DIVA whatevers

Touch My Body GMA

2008-04-27T12:29:00.003+08:00

The over hyped "Touch My Body" performance from Good Morning America. Her backing track completely fucked up, thank god Mariah is a pro and did not pull an "Ashlee Simpson". "Touch My Body" is a song that has a lot of vocal layers so it's quite impossible to sing the song without a backing track.

Go get "E=MC²" out now everywhere!!

The Relativity of Mariah

2008-04-17T13:33:00.002+08:00

This is for the lambs who don't have access to Black Entertainment Television. Mariah gave an amazing vocal performances on this gig. enjoy

The Relativity of Mariah

Migrate and Touch My Body

Shake It Off and Love Story

We Belong Together / We Belong Together (remix) encore

Always Be My Baby - David Cook

2008-04-16T15:13:00.002+08:00

I am always never impressed when someone is singing a Mariah song except if it's Mariah herself and ofcourse me haha. This one gave me chills and had me crying. I love it!

Ai7 Top7 Part5 David Cook
Uploaded by igrecman

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey (Full Song)

2008-04-06T11:19:00.003+08:00

I hate Mariah for writing this song. It really made me cry the first time I heard it.

BYE BYE

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

And she did it again...

2008-04-02T15:10:00.005+08:00

("I Don't Wanna Cry" is not included on that list 'coz Mariah said she hates that song..haha! very Maria Callas!)

Mariah is now untouchable compared to other artists that are being compared to her.

She just surpassed Elvis and now has her 18 number 1 singles!!! woohoo!

I'm so proud of my girl.

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

2008-04-02T15:05:00.002+08:00

Mariah's 2nd single from her E=MC2^ album.

She said she might perform the song live on American Idol on the 16th of April (17th here in Manila). I'm so excited to hear the full song!

E=MC2^ will be released here in the Philippines on April 14, 2008.

(I'm) That Chick (You Like)-Live

2008-03-27T09:30:00.002+08:00

Mariah Carey That Chick
Uploaded by geronimos87

new Mariah song performed live on MTV The Hills premiere

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MARIAH

Mariah SNL live performances

2008-03-16T15:34:00.002+08:00

the great Mariah gave us lambs a nice LIVE performance to be proud of!!

just fresh off the Saturday Night Live show in New York!

Touch My Body (live)

Touch My Body SNL
Uploaded by yardie4lifever2

Migrate (live) hot hot hot!!!

Migrate SNL
Uploaded by yardie4lifever2

vodka tonics and light beers

2008-03-10T17:40:00.007+08:00

I hate and love being drunk.

I hate it because I tend to do a lot of things and the moment I got sober, I'll realize I did loads of embarassing and stupid things...

I love it because it makes me feel free...

the reason why I hate drinking = belly

the reason why I love drinking = friends

the reason why i love and hate drinking = no limitations with boys I just met haha

If there's a camera up in here then I'd best not catch this flick on youtube..

2008-02-27T18:03:00.001+08:00

New mariah video
Fresh and Hot off the oven!

Touch My Body - Mariah Carey

Touch My Body - Mariah Carey

2008-02-13T10:31:00.000+08:00

new Mariah single off of her brand new album E=MC2

click here to listen.

i love how Mariah's vocals is so simple and raw here. Billboard hot 100 pole position? I hope so!

"all my loving" for jim sturgess

2008-02-04T10:33:00.000+08:00

Oh my! I have a huge crush on Jim Sturgess.
He sings well too!

College Major?

2008-01-30T22:45:00.001+08:00

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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You scored as Visual&PerformingArts

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in the Visual or Performing Arts (e.g., Art, Art Education, Art History, Ceramics, Culinary Arts, Dance, Drawing, Fashion Design, Film, Graphic Design, Interior Design, Marketing (advertising), Music, Music Education, Music Theory, Painting, Photography, Theatre).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Visual&PerformingArts

69%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

56%

Education/Counseling

56%

English/Journalism/Comm

56%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

56%

HR/BusinessManagement

50%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

38%

Psychology/Sociology

38%

Religion/Theology

31%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

31%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

25%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

25%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

25%

Mathematics/Statistics

25%

well it seems like I did pick the right major back in college. I took up Bachelor of Arts in Asian Studies, and I did pick the right program for my Graduate Studies (Master in History) how come I still don't know what to do with my life? hmmm.

Butterfly

2008-01-19T11:51:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I feel this way. I thought I got over you. I thought I would never be like this. I hope you're aware of what I did for you when you were so drunk, intoxicated and was lying on the beach. I know it's called martyrdom. But hey, I was being nice. I was crying while trying to take care of you. I hope you'll remember all of those.

I know I expected a lot of things but I am aware that it'll all be just one of my daydreams. I like it when you would open up to me and give me advices about life. I really held on to those and still incorporating it to my own life. I also love those poems that you wrote. They're all in a safe box to remind me that someone gave time to compose a poem for me.

I was trying to hold my tears during that night. I even tried to make you laugh. I was also making jokes to hide my feelings. So after I leave, I hope you'll remember those simple things that I did. I know it's nothing to you but those were gestures that can really tell that I cared.

I know, this is cheesy but these lines are really what I'm feeling right now

I can't pretend these tears aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly...

'08

2008-01-01T01:44:00.000+08:00

ASSUME

it's a new year
miserable state
thanks to vodka
my mind is higher

why those tears?
when i am aware of it
i hate being in this shit
is it because that i assumed?

next time, don't think about it
there's no such thing
unless the universe wanted me to have it
well, i am just making an ASS out of U and ME

thank you

2007-12-26T02:31:00.000+08:00

i like guys who can write... thank you Aaron for composing these words for me. I really appreciate it..

12:25am
Dec. 16, '07
"Don't be scared now and pls. don't cry...
I'm here to stay at strange times..."
-Aaron-

It makes me feel that I'm not alone here in this world of adversities.
Once again, thank you...

Signora Giudicelli

2007-11-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

I experimented with the textures of my current voice... I realized that I can still sort of do it after how many years.

Think of Me (The Phantom Of the Opera)

Based on the famous Broadway play, this "aria" was originally to be performed by the temperamental Coloratura Soprano Signora Carlotta Giudicelli for the opera "Hannibal". But as the prima donna throws her frequent hissy fits to the new "Opera Populaire" managers during the ensemble rehearsal, she decided to abandon it and decided to not attend the sold out gala performance. The managers became so furious until Christine Daae, one of the chorus girls in the opera production was told to try to sing the "aria". And here it is...

My Beyonce Experience

2007-11-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

The Beyonce Experience live in Taguig

She was amazing, her moves are amazing, her voice is amazing and her body is amazing though there are some visible cellulites at the back of her thighs.. anyways here are some of the pictures I took during the concert.

beyonce...

oohhh sing...

bellydance...

hit those highnotes B.!

yes

cameltoe alert! haha

oh huge thighs!

you're irreplaceable...

here's Listen live in Taguig:

forgive me for singing during the climax of the song. I just can't help but hit the high notes haha..

Proud daughter

2007-10-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

I am so proud of my mommy!

I'm also thankful I got my looks from her hah!

Wonder Woman

2007-10-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that I accepted 2 office jobs and simultaneously pursuing my Graduate Studies! hahahaha

So packed up my Louis Vuitton, jumped in your ride and took off...

2007-09-29T19:29:00.000+08:00

I was rummaging my mom's closet of old bags until I found these:

-Louis Vuitton Monogram Pochette Compiegne-
LV already stopped the production of this design. The best of it all, it was made by the old LV "French co." Look at the caramel colored patina leather trim and the monogram canvas which are made differently compared to what the present LV company is producing right now. Truly, Louis Vuitton bags get its beauty through old age.

-GG logo black leather clutch by Gucci Accessory Collection-
The "Gucci Accessory Collection" became popular during the 80s. I like that the leather still looks new despite its age.

I'm so glad I found these. I bet I'm one of the only few in the Philippines who possess this treasures.

M by Mariah Carey

2007-09-28T17:14:00.001+08:00

"The Beyonce Eperience"

2007-09-27T13:54:00.000+08:00

I got so excited when I found out that Beyonce will have a concert here in the Philippines on November 7th. I really want to watch it and I hope I can watch it! hahaha. Just think this as the "warm up" for the "The Beyonce Experience: Manila". hahahaha!

Gimme More NOTEWORTHY PERFORMANCES!

2007-09-12T13:46:00.000+08:00

Gimme More live(?) at the 2007 MTV Video Music Awards

The supposed comeback performance of Britney Spears that would make her take the new comeback queen title from Mariah. She instead garnered criticisms from the music industry people.

"Imbued with unending grace"

2007-09-04T02:10:00.000+08:00

Wow. This was taken during our Baccalaureate Mass on the UST grounds last March. The Main building being surrounded by students never looked that good. When I saw this pic, I never expected that I'll be this so emotional that I'll write an entry about it. I can still feel all the goosebumps I had during this grandiose event. I am so sure that all the thomasians out there would feel the same way if ever they'll see this pic. I've never been this proud of UST. Thank you for imbuing me with unending grace.

*Thanks to Jesse Herrera. I don't know you personally but thanks for sharing this pic to everyone*

12 thing you probably didn't know about me ;-P

2007-08-30T01:35:00.000+08:00

got this idea from a multiply blogger

Here's the deal. You have to list atleast 12 things that most people probably don't know about you.

1. I graduated with a silver medal from my preparatory school for being the best in English in the entire school, but I have to repeat prep. again when I transferred to a much better school due to my young age hehe.

2. I didn't memorize the whole multiplication table when I was still in grade school. hahahaa ! bad kid!

3. I so love Thalia back in grade school that I know by heart all her songs from her "En Extasis" and "Love Thalia" albums. It helped me with my 2 Spanish courses in college.

4. I still know some of the dance moves of the Spice Girls on their "live in Istanbul" and "live in Wembley" concerts.

5. I have a one year gap in schooling between my 2nd year and 3rd year in high school.

6. I am the only person in the entire history of my school in high school who received an applause after I led the whole student body for the first time in singing the Philippine national hymn and our school hymn.

8. I was the only male soprano who's allowed to sing in our high school choir.

7. One of my guilty pleasures is watching korean drama DVDs.

8. I played Sister Mary Patrick (the fat nun who overpowers the whole choir by her voice) in our stage version of "Sister Act" back in college.

9. I don't like eating apples.

11. I stutter once in a while when I'm speaking Filipino, I sometimes blame it to the ice cold beverages or dairies I take hahaha! (Well it usually happens after I ate an ice cream or dranked an ice cold beverage, because my tongue gets numb whenever it's cleaved to cold things. hahahaha excuses!)

12. Lastly, I'm gay! hahaha kidding! I actually couldn't think of anything else...I already feel sleepy..

woot. woot. woot.

2007-08-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

i can't believe i'm doing everything fairly hahahaha!
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oh i'm not dumb?
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Dream Girl

2007-08-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

Boredom strikes again. Here's Jen Hudson lipsynching to my version of the DreamGirls showstopper, "And I Am Telling You"

I know, I'm not a good singer but I really tried my best hitting all the high notes in this powerful song. And I also wanted to have a good use of what I learned from the voice lessons I had back in Highschool. hahahaha!

I remember after watching a pirated DVD of the movie last March, I immediately uploaded jen holliday's version on my mp3 player and sang this in full belt, with actions!, and under the watchful eyes of some of my blockmates in our classroom during our vacant period behind my crush while he was having his chit chat with someone back in college. Imagine the roars of laughter that the whole classroom had while I was doing that number! I know I'm weird... hahaha "coz i'm saying, I'm staying.. and you, and you, and you! You're gonna love me!" hahahaha!

Habañera de Carmen / L'amour est un oiseau rebelle (Love is a rebellious BIRD)

2007-08-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

This is my version of the Mezzo Soprano aria from the French opera "Carmen" by Georges Bizet. I believe that the message of the song will suit every Carmen-esque women and gays out there

the english translation of the French aria

Love is a rebellious bird
that nobody can tame,
and you call him quite in vain
if it suits him not to come.
Nothing helps, neither threat nor prayer.
One man talks well, the other's mum;
it's the other one that I prefer.
He's silent but I like his looks.

Love! Love! Love! Love!

Love is a gypsy's child,
it has never, ever, known a law;
love me not, then I love you;
if I love you, you'd best beware!

(instrumental break)

Love is a gypsy's child,
it has never, ever, known a law;
love me not, then I love you;
if I love you, you'd best beware!

Habanera de Carmen

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Madge

2007-08-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

When I discovered Madonna's Blonde Ambition tour: Japan in our old laser disc rack back when I was still in High School, I got curioused and immediately played it. I was so amazed with her energy in the whole setlist of the show, but this song enthralled me the most that I played and played it until I memorized the lyrics and the choreography of the song.

Like A Prayer live @ Blonde Ambition tour: Japan 1990

Madame Butterfly

2007-08-08T17:01:00.000+08:00

This aria from Puccini's Madama Butterfly really made me sad. I haven't seen the whole opera but I know that Cio Cio San here will die. The aria has a message of hope and my favorite Prima Donna Maria Callas really put a lot of emotion in it.

the english translation of the Italian aria

Un Bel Di Vedremo / One good day, we will see

One good day, we will see
Arising a strand of smoke
Over the far horizon on the sea
And then the ship appears
And then the ship is white
It enters into the port, it rumbles its salute
Do you see it? He is coming!
I don't go down to meet him, not I.
I stay upon the edge of the hill
And I wait a long time
but I do not grow weary of the long wait
And leaving from the crowded city,
A man, a little speck
Climbing the hill.
Who is it? Who is it?
as he arrives
What will he say? What will he say?
He will call Butterfly from the distance
I without answering
Stay hidden
A little to tease him,
A little as to not die.
At the first meeting,
And then a little troubled
He will call, he will call
"Little one, dear wife
Blossom of orange"
The names he called me at his last coming.
All this will happen,
I promise you this
Hold back your fears -
I with secure faith wait for him.

The Original Prima Donna

2007-08-07T18:26:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, "Prima Donna" is an Italian word for "First Lady", it's just that many Operatic Sopranos from the older days made the word synonymous to women who are temperamental, stubborn, vain, conceited et cetera. As I was blog hopping to the bag hag diaries, I found this picture of a birthday gift that was given by the oh so fabulous Imelda Marcos.

photo courtesy of the bag hag diaries

Mrs. Marcos is such a diva. Now I have an idea on what I should give as presents to friends hahaha. I'll have my most fabulous picture printed, framed and signed and give it to a friend who's having a birthday. Well I did that back in college hahaha, but not as a birthday gift. I gave pictures of me in my most glamorous state and wrote a dedication on it as a parting gift to some of my college cliques hahaha!

wtf?!

2007-08-06T14:54:00.000+08:00

Now I am so in love with rico maierhofer hahaha!

he's the one dancing on the left side. WTF!?

22nd birth anniversary...

2007-08-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

God I'm old! My college friends and I had a mini get together in our house and went to GB 3 afterwards to drink, dance, whatever!

I look fierce! I was inspired to pull that kind of outfit from the Acne Jeans-Menswear :Spring/Summer 2008 Collection

Here are my fab friends

I feel old already!

bellydancing 101

2007-07-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

as the result of my boredom, here's something to laugh about. be sure to finish the whole video!

WARNING: If you're a straight guy/paminta! who hate uber flamboyant gays then don't bother watching!

I know! I'm sooooooo GAY! hahahahah. well i don't care if i'm fat here..at least I can bellydance..hahaha

power house divas

2007-07-21T10:34:00.000+08:00

OMG! I never imagined that this day will come. Jennifer Holiday and Jennifer Hudson singing together the song that made the both of them. And I Am Telling You live at the 2007 BET Awards. Even Diana Ross who said that she didn't like Dream Girls gave the two divas a standing O.

Jennifer Hudson & Jennifer Holiday @ 2007 BET Awards
Uploaded by Phillips-Entertainment

Prima Donna Supreme

2007-07-18T17:33:00.000+08:00

In High School, I was assigned by my music teacher to sing the Coloratura Soprano part of a tagalog song called "Sa Kabukiran" for our class' participation for Buwan ng Wika. It was originally sung by the late Lilian Velez. I remember performing it early in the morning on August 17, 2001. I can still remember the date because it was my mom's birthday.

Our class performance was a huge hit. It received thunderous applause from the whole community of our school. I can say that the song's Coloratura passage made me the Ultimate Diva in our school hahahahaha! I also remember that our classes for that day were suspended, not because of my historic performance but because of the storm that came after my performance hahahahah!

I had no idea what "Sa Kabukiran" was back then, all I know is that the instrumental of the song was used for the "Joy tissue paper" tv ad. (remember the "Sa bukid walang papel Uy!"?) My music teacher taught me the song religiously, from each note to the intimidating high bravura of the coloratura passage that I can still manage to hit (during that time hahaha). ***FYI I had basic Classical singing lessons in High School*** My teacher managed to record a rehearsal of my performance on a cassette tape but unfortunately I have no idea where it is now.

I am sort of frustrated that I now don't possess my vocal range back in High School. I started smoking when I was 19 but I think the major culprit of my voice deterioration is my adolescence! arghhh

Here's the comic soprano Sylvia La Torre's version of the song

The coloratura part here was lowered to suit La Torre's Soprano range. I should know I sang this song hahahaha.

what's inside my bag?

2007-07-17T14:41:00.000+08:00

I was inspired to do this because of Bryanboy's what's inside your bag? site And I am sending this copy to his insidemybag email..hahaha..

i have there my:

starbucks planner
mirror
the bodyshop's born lippy / lipbalm
the bodyshop's brilliance powder tissues / bronzer
wallet
uber old iPod shuffle
razr v3x
marlboro menthol cigs
keys
flashdisk
school i.d.
sunglasses
mints
hand fan

paparazzi

2007-07-17T14:24:00.000+08:00

I like having my picture taken without my knowledge. Here are some random paparazzi shots that were taken by my friend meens while we're walking along San Gregorio street in Magallanes Village to visit the nearest starbucks.

the Order of the Phoenix

2007-07-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

******************************Oh Harry!***************************

I just watched the Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix at G4 with my ever so loyal gimik friends, Chessy and kb. I was suppose to watch it with my sister but she refused to go with me at the last minute. I even reserved tickets for us! Thank god I have my friends to fall back on haha... After Highschool, I just couldn't imagine myself watching a movie alone. I think the last time I went to the movies just by myself was during the uber delayed showing of Mariah Carey's Glitter! hahaha... Well noone would want to go with me. (Maybe my friends back in highchool are ashamed to be seen falling in line at the ticketbooth buying tickets for Glitter!) I remember, I was in 3rd year high back then, on a Thursday night in Cinema 3 of ATC. And I was just singing along with Mariah during the entire movie hahahaa.

I can say that the HP and the Order of the Phoenix movie is quite entertaining and funny despite the fact that the director missed a lot of vignettes from the book. It was good. It gave me chills. I like the part where the Weasley twins, Fred and George disturbed the ongoing O.W.L. exams through their Pyros. It's quite different from the book but it was interpreted very well by the movie's director.

I don't know what's wrong with me but I have this homo-erotic feeling with Sirius Black and Harry. Hahahaah! Its just weird that Sirius would always throw a wink to Harry everytime they have a scene together on the movie. Well thank God Bellatrix Lestrange killed Sirius or else I'll expect a lot from the Godfather-Godson incestuous relationship on the next movie hahahahaha.

**********************I know! I'm curvy! hahaha***********************

I wore my ultra fit-ultra low skinny jeans today. I like it because it really accentuates my butt haha. I just hate those people in front of my table in Starbucks, they were so amazed and stunned with my jeans that they took time looking at me and talk about me. Like hello! its not my fault if they couldn't find a skinny jeans that fit them well.

different

2007-07-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

what if it's the other way around? What if homesexual relationships are the ones who are normal and the heterosexual relationships are the ones considered different? This gay themed short film will show you how it will look like if us gays are considered normal in this world.

"different"

you might recognize that the lead actress here is from 'eating out'

why is she always playing a fag hag?

Lil' L.O.V.E.

2007-06-29T09:00:00.000+08:00

Lady M's new video. It's actually by Bone Thugs and Harmony

Peng You!!!

2007-06-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

It's English subtitled!!!

This is our own parody of "FRIENDS-The One with Monica's Diary" in Mandarin!

We shot this film in my house last February. It only took us a day to finish it..hahaha! We really rushed it because this is a requirement for our Mandarin class in school. We did it just two days before the deadline! But it was a whole lot of fun for us because all my group mates here are my friends in my block. We really enjoyed doing this because as you can see we really didn't take it seriously. Well it's a parody for God's sake.

My friend KB and I actually did the translation of the script. So excuse our Mandarin if it did not make sense at all. This film really helped us to be much more closer as groupies because we really spent a day cracking jokes and having fun. It's fun to relive this moment because we did it just weeks before our last day as college students awwwww. I miss my college life.

By the way, I played Joey here and it might seem a joke that Joey here is too flamboyant, contrary to the fact that he's a girl player on the show. And I showed my cleavage here..hahahah

Incredible Highs...

2007-06-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

I edited some of the videos of my singing in my fone and this is it.

It looked and sounded better compared to the last video that I posted here..hahaha

Elizabeth Arden's M by Mariah Carey (eau de parfum)

2007-06-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

I now have a reason to have my specific perfume. I've been using different kinds of scents on my body, Ralph Lauren Blue, Kenzo for Women etc. Now that my diva Mariah will be releasing her own scent, then I guess I should smell like her. We're both divas in the first place hahaha. And FYI the fragrance is pour femme and even though that I'm an homme, I will still use it hahahaha.

-The fragrance, created by the singer along with perfumers Carlos Benaim and Loc Dong of International Flavors & Fragrances, opens with top notes of marshmallow and sea breeze accord; has a heart of Living Tahitian Tiare flower and gardenia petals, and a drydown of sheer amber, Moroccan incense and patchouli. "I was never a perfume wearer, because some scents would irritate my skin," said Carey. "But this doesn't, and this is the first fragrance I've ever worn."-

Visit Women's Wear Daily for the whole article

cam whores

2007-06-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

When we had our girls' night out at GB3 last Friday,a guy with a professional camera approached us and took pictures. We didn't really care for what it was. My friend Navi told us that it'll be posted for some events coverage website called Groove Entertainment. So when I finally visited the site last night, I found out that there are 18 pictures of us there. We so love cam whoring. Well it's not our fault if the camera loved us so much haha.

Navi, Moi, Chessy and Kat

"Me and the girls on the floor like what"

All hail the Queen is coming!

12 reasons why I will miss my BF homes

2007-06-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

***I actually did this September last year for my friendster blog just a week before we moved here in Makati, that's why it's kinda dramatic***

waaaaaahhh.. I can't believe after this week we'll move to another village. I am still not yet ready for it. I basically grew up in BF, been staying here since 1998! but I never thought that I will fall in love with this place and I can't imagine that I will leave BF forever!

12 reasons why I will miss my BF homes

1. Our house: the house that heard all my vocalizations, late night concerts, voice rehearsals etc.

2. trikes: hahahahaha, the only trike that looked like a gondola of a ferris wheel, and they charge like a taxi! hahahaah

3. Streets: many streets became so memorable to me..especially Concha Cruz Drive where my house is located (the only street in BF that has an entire story in True Philippine Ghost Stories hahahaha) and streets that suffered while I was still having my driving lessons! Sorry! haha

4. SEX: no! it’s not what you think!, Sinangag EXpress, 24 hour fastfood!

5. BF MCDo: everytime I feel hungry after the long hours of commuting from UST and Makati, I make it a point to order a fries or a burger there!

6. Tropical Hut: grocery fabulouso! Hahahaha

7. Starbucks: the branch where I tasted my first Caramel Macchiato!

8. Ruins/Good Shepherd Bazaar: tiangge all year long! Instant movies in DVD even if it is not yet shown in cinemas

9. Parish of the Resurrection: The only church that can handle my Coloratura Soprano-esque voice haha

10. Boys: hot boys everywhere! Hahahaahahahahaha

11. People: everybody knows everybody, this is like a live version of friendster, you’ll have friends and acquaintances that know each other! Small world indeed!

12. Friends: you can’t find them in any village except in BF Homes, Parañaque..awwww huhuhu

Well there comes a time that you need to let go of cherished things and places and I guess now’s the time for me. (so much drama! I know) But well at least we are going back to the place where I learned how to swim like a mermaid haha, but then I will truly miss my BF for sure…

I’ve already seen our house in Magallanes Village, Makati and I can say that it’s much better compared to our house here in BF but it’s not that easy to make friends especially if you are new in that place (we’re not literally new because we had a place in Galleria de Magallanes before) I hope I can sleep well at night and I also hope that I will not feel home sicked. But I will truly promise that the Voice will be back! Hahahahaah can’t wait for the Return of the Voice.

***Now I can say that I much prefer staying here in Makati because this is like New York City, you can actually live here all your life without leaving the whole vicinity, because we have everything here. The only downer here is that I haven't got any friends yet in our village..hahaha (so what, as if I had friends in my neighborhood in BF Homes before. I only had friends in that village because I attended my junior and senior highschool there) aside from that, the city is perfect. Before, I actually dreamt of building my dream house in Ayala Alabang Village (I know! it's in another city but BF Homes and AAV are just near with each other), but when i found out that Makati is a much more modern and convenient place, I prefer to have my own house in either Dasmariñas Village or Forbes Park hahahaha***

absinth/bedspace VIPs

2007-06-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

gracing the halls of absinth tipsy

*my complimentary drink*

chessy, kat and navi

part 2 of my night out with chessy plus kat. Greenbelt 3 is heaven for us. Being able to dance, party and be tipsy without lashing out any money is so fab! hahaha it's not what you know (or "what you have" in this case), IT'S WHO YOU KNOW!!

celebrities

2007-06-09T09:11:00.000+08:00

Mariah Carey, Alicia Keys, Andre Leon Talley and Anna Wintour during the Fresh Air Fund gala in NYC.

Mariah is a good friend of Andre Leon Talley, the editor at large of the American Vogue magazine, I find it amusing that Anna Wintour (the editor in chief of the same magazine and was sort of the inspiration of the Miranda Priestly character in the movie "The Devil Wears Prada" in 2006) is in the same picture.

Mariah, Andre Leon Talley and Alicia Keys.

John Legend, Kanye West, Mariah and Jay Z during Kanye's 30th birthday in the Louis Vuitton shop in NYC.

This was just after the Fresh Air thingie, Mariah is such a party girl. Now I'm having hots for John Legend, he looks sexy in this pic. And Jay Z, be careful with that hug, Beyonce might think that you replaced her with a much more bigger diva.

visit Mariah Daily Journal for more high quality pictures

whatever

2007-06-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

i got nothing to do... i'll just write some stuffs here..hmmm what should i do?.. I think I should post videos of moi singing some shit..hahahaha bare with me i'm too bored... and i don't like posting my own videos in youtube..the people there are too mean... and the sound is too shitty , i just used my fone to record this shit

i know.. i don't sound like mariah!

i'm still a diva in training... hahahaha

He's not... :'-(

2007-06-04T17:35:00.000+08:00

I Only Wanted-Mariah Carey (Charmbracelet)

Doesn't it ever stay
Must it always fade away
Couldn't love ever be
Something tangible and real
Farewell, fairweather friend
Abandonment returns to taunt me again

I only wanted you to stay
Linger and mean the words you said
Foolishly I romanticized
Someone was saving my life
For the first time
I only wanted you to be there when I
Opened up my eyes

I was caught in your masquerade
Wish I'd stayed beneath my veil
But it just seemed so easy to
Open up myself to you
Once more into the wind
The embers scatter
And the chill settles in

I only wanted you to stay
Linger and mean the words you said
Foolishly I romanticized
Someone was saving my life
For the first time
I only wanted you to be there when I
Opened up my eyes

Guitar solo

Oh
I only wanted you to stay
Linger and mean the words you said
Foolishly I romanticized
Someone was saving my life
For the first time
I only wanted you to be
The one to get me through that night

I only wanted you
To be there when I
Opened up my eyes
Oh
Doesn't it ever stay?
I only wanted you to
Stay

Siya na kaya yun?

2007-06-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

I just have to write this entry in Filipino for some reason...

Grabe... Matagal na akong nangangarap na ma feel yung ganito. Hindi ko naman siya ine-expect na dumating pero bigla na lang. Akala ko nung una ok na ako na mag-isa, dapat isipin ko muna yung career ko. Siyempre kaka-graduate ko lang noh, dapat hanapin ko talaga yung gusto kong trabaho. Pero nung sanay na sanay na ako sa ganitong sitwasyon, bigla na lang dumating siya. Akala ko nung una nangti-trip lang, so naki-ride na lang ako. Hiningi niya yung celfone number ko, binigay ko naman kasi alam kong hindi siya mag-aaksaya ng malaking pera para lang makausap ako. Nagulat na lang ako nang biglang nag-ring fone ko, nung ni-check ko yung numero, taga-ibang bansa yung tumatawag sa akin. Siya nga! So yun nagtanungan kami ng kung ano-ano sa isa't isa. Kaya lang masyadong malabo yung signal, talagang obvious na nasa kabilang dako ng mundo yung kausap ko. Wala akong masabi sa itsura niya.. kung may pinangarap ako noon na lalaki, parang siya na yung sagot (foreigner, maganda yung background ng buhay, higit na mas matangkad sa akin, maganda yung katawan). Hindi ko alam kung ano yung nagustuhan niya sa akin. Hindi naman ako napakaganda..mejo mataba pa nga ako (hahaha iba talaga kapag may nafi-feel na ganito, parang laging may low self esteem, pero sorry DIVA ako). Pero naisip ko baka ganoon talaga, siya na yung sagot sa matagal kong pag-hihintay. Pero alam kong may mali sa sitwasyon namin kaya tuloy nag-da-doubt ako na "SIYA NA YUN". Pero bakit ganito yung nafifeel ko. Itong araw na ito yung unang araw na ndi kami nagka-usap. Hindi na kaya siya interesado sa akin? Ano naman kaya nagawa ko at naging ganun na lang siya? O baka naman masyado na ako obsessed at masyadong malaki na ang ine-expect ko? Ang dami kong tanong. Pero walang pwedeng makasagot sa mga 'yan kung di siya lang. Isa pa rin akong bakla na nangangarap na siya na yung hinihintay ko. Pero imposible kasi, masyadong malayo siya sa akin. Sana habang maaga, malaman ko na wala rin pala patutunguhan 'tong sitwasyon na 'to. Ayoko kasi maisip na napaka-tanga ko. Ang drama ko ngayon, naiinis ako, ayoko ng ganito ha..eew!

is he the one?

Absinth/Bedspace Saturday

2007-05-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, my new gimmick BFF Chessy and I went out. As usual, our supposed "college friends" snubbed it...so the two of us just decided to push it through. Well at first I was hesitant to go because we might get bored..haha.. We first visited Bedspace bar at GB3 so we can meet our friend Navi, who is the manager there. She gave us rhum coke for free! It feels so good to have fabulous friends hahaha, you get to go somewhere else and have lots of perks and fun. While enjoying our cigarettes and free drinks, 2 guys approached Navi who's in our table and talked to her. The first guy is so cocky / presko even though he's not that blessed with looks(i'm so mean), that he just sat there in our table automatically, he speaks English to everyone else even though they can speak fluently in Filipino, the other guy is kinda cute (hihi), he's tall and kinda look like my local celebrity crush *blush*. I thought at first the 2 of them just came here from America, but as our conversation went on, I found out that they were just working in a call center company.. Oh ok... I have nothing against people who are working as a call center agent, it's just that I find it a bit jarring that the two guys are showing off that they can speak English fluently... I mean, so what? As if it's French or something that it's so cool to be able to converse in it. The Philippines is an English speaking country, that language is part of the curriculum of every schools, colleges and universities here. Thank god the guy I'm speaking with during that night is kinda cute or else I could've snapped and told him, "Uhm, Earth calling you, we are in the Philippines and we all can speak Filipino here in this table".. (hmmm but don't you find me kinda hypocrite, that all my blog entries here are all in English? hahahaha well this is the world wide web.. We have blog hoppers here who are from other countries...) Thank God, the two guys left our table, I thought its like one of those "Bad dates" that you're stuck with, that I've been seeing on tv shows. Another manager friend of Navi invited us to drop by at Absinth, so we just went there for free!. The bar is so overloaded, its like being inside an overloaded public utility vehicle..urgh.. So we decided to go out just after 3 minutes. We went back to Bedspace and just talked to Navi. We noticed that the people there are starting to dissapear because the bar have already been out of beers (a bar without a beer is like suicide!). So Chessy and I decided to go back to Absinth even though it's so humid there.. It feels like the whole place is filled with hundreds of humidifiers... We just danced there like crazy up to 3am hahahaha!!!! Well the sounds there are too good that we just can't leave the place. After the dancing we were all so sweaty that we just decided to go home... Look at us!:

buhbye!

Diva E.R. Live!

2007-05-17T12:12:00.000+08:00

I miss performing live in front of my course mates hihi. I'm a born performer, I love having all the attentions when I'm on stage. I remember just August last year, I performed My Diva Mariah's 17th #1 hit "Don't Forget About Us" for our College organization's General Assembly. I personally asked our Society's officers, since almost all of them are my block mates, to have me as the program's intermission number hahaha! I'm such a Prima Donna. I'm so glad I have the original instrumental and backing vocals of the song 'coz I don't wanna sound too Karaoke..So I sound fabulous 'coz I have Mariah's voice as my Background vocals..hahahah. I had great reviews after my performance... One of my friends from the lower batch told me that his classmates told him that I am so Mariah, especially the hand movements.. well!... This picture says it all:

And this video almost looked and sound like my performance..hahahahahaah!

And because of that performance.. My crush who is a frosh, now has an Idea how diva I am.. Hihi.. A reliable source even told me that there's an incident during one of their "drinking sessions" where "Don't forget About Us" was played on the radio, my crush blurted out : "That's E.R." awwww! I feel like everytime he hears that song, he'll immediately remember me... *Kilig* asa! hahahaha.

Since I've established myself as a diva of our major, I demanded to have a performance for our Acquaintance Party, and this happened in September last year. So I got one.. I planned to sing "Shake it Off" but when I arrived at the venue in Coco Cabana along Rockwell drive, I was dissapointed.. The sound system did not pass my taste... So I declined to perform, as what many divas would do during those kinds of situation. Thankfully! the band that was hired for that evening knows how to play "We Belong Together". So I immediately grab the opportunity hahahah and sang with them even without rehearsals. I had problems during the first 2 lines of the song... I couldn't find the right key to sing in... Thankfully my diva Mariah taught me that in times like that "the index finger on the ear" gesture will help you... And I consider that as my best performance for that year.

shout out to the ROX band.. u rock! hahaha

Pinoy Gay Blogs

2007-05-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

I discovered a lot of blogs about "gay lifestyles" thru Pinoy Gay Blogs. I'm thankful because I feel that I still got a lot to learn about the gay community. I know it sound stupid!... me, the self proclaimed "diva", knows nothing about the gay happenings?... Well I've been friends to a lot of straight people almost all my life and I think that's the culprit. I only have one gay friend and all we do is just bitch around. I came from a conservative and religious university, I do have gay friends and acquaintances there but as I've said.. we are conservative.. hahaha!.. anyways I'm also writing this because I wanted my blog to be included on their list to widen my horizons...hmmm! hahaha! well also try visiting this site: Manila Gay Guy ... au revoir!

Gay-o-meter!!!

2007-05-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

I've been reading a lot of "gay oriented blogs" like http://www.anggandaniwanda.blogspot.com and http://www.badinggerzie.blogspot.com
it really makes me laugh so hard. I'm really entertained with other gay-out-of-this-world-life that I feel like I'm not that gay enough because I haven't experienced almost all their 'escapades'. So I decided to rate myself being gay...

Your Score: Gay

You scored -42 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight)

As of right now, you are interested in the same sex. You have very little to no sexual interest in the opposite sex. If you are sexually inexperienced at this point, it is possible that you have latent heterosexual tendencies that you have not yet discovered.

Link: The Sexuality Spectrum Test written by tall_man_54 on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test

It says here that I am 52% gay , 0% bisexual and 52% straight. I don't get it! Is there such thing?! Do i have a tendency to become straight? na uh I'm the most flamboyant person in my class. I have been told that I move like Mariah on and even off stage... Could someone explain me that score..

Xie Xie Ni

2007-05-11T17:18:00.000+08:00

I had my job interview just this noon at the Chinese Embassy. I'm surprised because the Consul was the one who interviewed me. Just by my own assessment, I think I did good with the interview. I had a hard time understanding what the consul is saying but I guess I answered all his questions well. He has this strong Chinese accent that's why his English is not that good. But I really tried opening my mind to comprehend with his English. He actually asked me to encode some stuffs on the computer to test my typing skills. At first I was not that at ease and I had some typographical errors, because he is watching me, but I think I ended it pretty well. I hope I'll be accepted. I actually thanked him in Mandarin after our interview, and I think it will give "a little something extra" for my application hahaha. He told me that they will contact me next week about the result of my interview. So I hope I'm hired hehe. Xie xie ni!

I feel like I'm needed

2007-05-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

At around 9:45am I received a text from my friend chessy. She said that our other friend KB is just somewhere near in the vicinity that we are living. She asked me if I'm free today for lunch and an afternoon movie. I said yes and so we met up at around 11:30am in G4. So we ate lunch and then afterwards watched "Lucky You". It's a movie about the card game, poker. Eric Bana and Drew Barrymore are the lead casts. At first, I thought that it's a feel good love story. I had it wrong again because it mainly focused on the issues of playing a poker! hahah I didn't know anything about card games for God's sake so it did not interest me at all. I just talked with my friend KB during the whole movie. While feeling bored and sleepy I received a call from my mobile phone. I answered it and I found out that it was the lady from Chinese embassy who called me two days ago while I'm having an exam for a call center company. I was surprised because i felt like I was not qualified since I was not able to introduce myself in Mandarin when she asked me to do it last Tuesday. I'm so happy becauseI scored an interview at the Consular office of China for their "Office Assistant" position. I felt good because for my other course mates in college, it is impressive to work in an Embassy. I hope I am qualified for that position and I actually have been reviewing my notes and books from my Mandarin class just to erase the first impression that the woman from the embassy got from me. I hope I'll do good tomorrow! And I promise that I'll thank my Mandarin Professor if ever I am accepted. Hihi

Broken Vow

2007-05-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

3 weeks ago, I vowed not to apply again at Philippine Airlines because of some bad experience that I had with them. But vows are made to be broken (I think)... Late this March, my friend keket and I sent our resumes/CVs to Philippine Airline's job placement office's e-mail. I never expected and hoped that they would contact me since it's like an impulse job application. And I did not really planned to apply there. So after a few weeks I received a text message from PAL stating that I should call this certain number and look for this certain person to inquire about my "Frontliner" position interview before 5pm that day. I received that text at around 12nn (that day). So the moment I received that message, I immediately called the number but sadly, it was their lunch break. So i waited 'til 1pm and again dialled that number but it's busy. I dialled and dialled until I got an answer from a woman, and this was at around 4:45pm, and I looked for the person that I should contact and the woman said to hang on for a while. I waited for about 5mins. and another woman picked up the phone and told me to wait for a moment. She didn't say why. So I waited and waited and waited. I didn't hang up because I can hear talking women on the background, I also hear their heels clack so I thought someone might pick it up. And around 5:30pm, I got pissed because I was held on the phone for aroud 30 mins. but noone dared to talk to me. So I decided to hang up and I was so pissed that time so i decided to text the person who texted me about that inquiry and stated: "This is E.R. and when I called the number that you told me to call, I was just held for about thirty mins. hearing those talking women! That was so unprofessional! I worth so much to be treated like that! I vowed NOT TO APPLY at your company nor ride your plane!" I was so angry and pissed with those people. I hated them!

But just yesterday, I received a text from them with the same message. At first I ignored it. But just this morning when I woke up, I swallowed my pride and decided to call them again. In fairness, my call was immediately answered and I inquired about my interview. The woman who answered told me that it will be on the 30th of May at 8:30am. So I guess vows are made to be broken just like some of the marriage vows that did not last long. In the first place the vow that I made was just because of my anger during that time... I hope that interview won't be their form of revenge because of what I said to them hihi. I hope not!

Jobhunt

2007-05-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

I had an exam and interview just this afternoon for the Customer Service Representive position in Incoho. Their office is cozy but its just that I don't like the idea of working in a call center company. I did not actually apply for that position,the HR called me yesterday and interviewed me on the phone so I got caught in the situation where I was obliged to show up for that confirmed exam and interview, I had no choice. I'd like to start a job in a good and big company where I can assure my future with. Well while having my exam in Incoho, a woman from the Embassy of the People's Republic of China called me on my mobile phone and asked me if I know Mandarin. I said I know basic Mandarin 'coz I took 6 units of that language for my last year in college. So she asked me to introduce myself in Mandarin, I was so shocked, I panicked!. We weren't taught to do that in that way. What my Mandarin professor taught us were just simple Mandarin phrases not conversational and Mandarin is not that easy to learn. You really have to memorize unfamiliar words. I could've prepared a speech in Mandarin if I am informed prior to that. I could've reviewed and browsed my notes but it was impromptu! Well that's life! Maybe I am not meant to work in an embassy. And I applied for the office assistant position there. They should have just asked some Chinese person in China town for that job.

My last year in school was the best

2007-05-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

I miss my UAAP basketball days last year.. I remember my friends and I would fall in line beside the Araneta Ticketbooth at 6 in the morning just to be able to buy tickets for the 3 Final Games. Its so unfair 'coz the supporters of the other team already have their names written on a paper in the ticket booth even prior to the day of the game, they just have to pay and pick it up without even falling in line. No muss, no fuss! Well I have nothing against those supporters, I just find it unfair. And we won, so all the sweat and blood that we wasted all paid off! Oh I can't describe the feelings that I had when our team won the last game. It's the mixture of school pride and ecstacy hahahah. I so miss it that I posted all the cheers that I screamed at the top of my lungs during the 69th UAAP season down here:

I think it was recorded by the UST Yellow Jackets. And in fairness! Some of the members are hunky and yummy! hihihihi But I have no pictures of them sadly.

Too much too soon!

2007-05-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

Our supposed gimik tonight is postponed! Aaarghh! well just look into the bright side... You can sleep early and save some moolah! hahaha

Homecoming...hihi

2007-05-04T01:11:00.000+08:00

Just this afternoon me, kb and keket went to our alma mater to get the pictures that the Red Images photographers took during our graduation. I hated some of my shots so I just took the 3 pre-paid copies. And I also got my drug testing results from our school's Hospital... Methamphetamine = NEGATIVE.. hello! I would never dare use that drug! (Locally named shabu and popularly known in the states as "Crystal Meth"). Tetrahydrocannabinol= NEGATIVE ..Woohoo! Been there done that..And I vowed not to try it again. (I think marijuana is legal if you have AIDS and Cancer or something). But I would say no to drugs! ok au revoir

Lil' L.O.V.E. - Bone Thugs n' Harmony feat. Mariah and Bow wow

2007-05-01T13:56:00.000+08:00

oooh la la! hot new record from Bone Thugs n' Harmony feat. my diva Mariah and Bow wow.. for all of the fans of mariah's signature highnotes, you can find it during the ending part of the song

Lil' L.O.V.E.

Bummer!

2007-04-30T12:05:00.000+08:00

My god! IT'S 12:05 noon here on a Monday and I am so fucken bored already! I am now starting to think that I should get a job seriously. But I've been applying to companies even prior to my graduation but the thing is I think it is so too much too soon. I think that I should still feel the post graduation effect that most fresh graduates experience. (e.g. thinking that bumming and going out and partying day and night as the best gift a fresh graduate should at least receive) But I already feel that my house already hates me. I got nothing to do but to go online the whole day, I also have rummaged and seen for almost 5 times all my dvds here, I already feel tired to call or even text my friends. I at least need to have new experiences and happenings to make me feel renewed and emancipated again. Aaaaarghhh! I need fresh air.

Hmmmmm I've been job hunting via the internet but the thing is all that I found at websites like jobstreet and jobsdb that matches my CV/Resume doesn't interest me. Aaaarghh am I really capable of having a job now? You see I have been interviewed by human resource personnels before but as soon as the job offers are starting to be inserted in our one on one conversation, I tend to bitch out and refuse all of it. What's wrong with me? Well I hope it'll get better soon. I just need to help myself be enlightened again so boredom escapes my system...

10 reasons why I should stay being Gay, Loud and Proud

2007-04-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

I have this gay friend who transformed from a loud diva to just a plain-boring-straight-acting-gay. The reason why he did that is because he thinks that it is the biggest reason why he is still single at the age of 20. I totally denounced that because there are lots of loud gay men out there who had and have relationships with other gay men without even visiting "HOOKER'S VILLE". My friend would say that I should also start acting that way because he knows that I am desperately seeking for love. I just answered him, "if a person really loves me he should accept me whatever and whoever I am." I said that to him because I hate pretending like I'm someone else just to win a guy's heart. But don't get me wrong 'coz I'm not the type of gay that you can find in cheap salons here in the Philippines. I have class, I have a college degree from a good university, I live in an exclusive village in Makati for God's sake. So I decided to write a list about reasons why I should stay the way I am. I have nothing against straight acting gay men just for the record, I just can't see myself being like that.

These are my 10 reasons why i should stay being Gay, Loud and Proud!

1. I can't abandon my gift of music (e.g. belting out in falsetto, singing Soprano arias and hitting super highnotes)

2. Me being so gay that I can immitate moves from music videos easily (e.g. the "uh oh" crazy in love dance move, the Shakira-esque belly dancing)

3. I am so in touch with my bitchiness BUT in a good way (is there such thing as a good bitch? haha)

4. I am a very big Mariah fan ( I so love her that everybody would tell me that i move like her when i'm on stage)

5. DIVA has been my pseudonym for years now.

6. I love hearing and reading about celebrities' Prima Donna antics... I also want to emulate all of it in real life (e.g. the demands of Miranda Priestly, the late Maria Callas, Diana Ross, Mariah etcetera)

7. Louis Vuitton, Chanel, Christian Dior, Versace and the list goes on and on...

8. I am very temperamental just like the late opera diva Maria Callas

9. I can't think of myself waking up one morning and decide that I should look, act and dress like a straight MAN urgh!

10. I am too damn flamboyant!

Well those were some of the stuffs that i just can't leave behind. It has been a part of me ever since I became aware that I'm gay. Sometimes I am so thankful that I discovered www.bryanboy.com, he has been such an inspiration to me when it comes to my image issues. I so praise him for being able to strut around the Metro carrying Louis Vuitton hand bags and wearing 4 inch designer shoes. "Le Superstar Fabuleux" indeed!

MSN's Top 10 Biggest Divas

2007-04-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

oh my! my favorite diva and idol mariah carey is named as the number 1 biggest diva by MSN Entertainment!

1. Mariah Carey The divamaniac may be improving her attitude. After all, she did fly coach to the set of her indie film Tenessee. On the other hand, she did make sure the stench of commoners didn't ruin the flight by booking out the entire section. When performing in Toronto, she put the entire show on hold when she spotted a hole in the stage she decsribed as the size of a high-heel point. But nothing can compare to the welcome wagon she demanded upon arriving at an English hotel: red carpet and white candles. Though it was 2 in the morning, Mariah wouldn't leave her limo until the arrangements had been made. J.Lo's Cuban bread is sounding pretty good right about now.

see the rest of the list of MSN's Top Ten Biggest Divas: MSN Entertainment

friday night out with the girls

2007-04-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

My college friends and I decided to have a little catching up movie, dinner and partying yesterday. We were suppose to be six but only four of us showed up. Well I can say that we had some fun even though two of our friends were missing!

We watched "Gray Matters" at G4, I thought it was just a feel good movie but it was really about the "coming out" of a 30 year old lesbian. Well it was ok but I really didn't enjoy the whole movie, though there are lots of funny moments I must admit. Heather Graham and Bridget Moynahan's kiss is hot!

We ate at TGIFriday's for dinner, thank god my friend Chessy kept a TGIF's gift certificate worth P500 that she got from her sister. So we really pigged out last night. I really liked eating there 'coz I always feel full whenever I go out from that place! haha

We stayed there for a while and texted a friend who's one of the managers of bedspace bar at GB3 to reserve us a seat..

Then the party and dancing begins...

Well it was a whole night of fun especially when we danced like crazy at bedspace. I was so thankful that Beyonce's crazy in love was played because there was this other "out of this world creature" who thinks he's IT on the dancefloor...well noone can mess with me whenever Crazy in Love is played.. If Beyonce owns that song onstage, I own that song on the dancefloor! I wish you can all see my "Uh Oh Uh Oh Uh Oh Uh no no" steps that I practiced religiously just to master those moves.

Its just sad that the dj didn't play Beyonce and Shakira's "Beautiful Liar" because I am willing to lie on the dancefloor just to emulate the steps and the bellydancing of the two ..hahaha

well you can all imagine me doing these moves:

Beyonce feat. Shakira: Beautiful Liar

bienvenue

2007-04-28T18:37:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. i'm e.r. and this is my first blog entry. i'm a fresh graduate and currently looking for the "perfect job". i decided to do this 'coz i realized that i have a lot of time in my hands now. No more quizzes, term papers, prelims, finals etcetera! i am excited that i can be whatever i want already. i hope my soon to be blog entries would entertain all of you. ok ciao bella!